Another seizure today

Oh boy. Now I am worried. Another seizure within a week. This one was longer than the one last Sunday. I wish I weren't so worried. I wish I could handle it better. I just don't want Ben to have to live with Epilepsy. Life is hard enough. Can you imagine adding unpredictable seizures to the mix? He won't be able to take a bath alone. He won't be able to learn how to ski. He won't ever get to play High School Sports, be on the Rowing Team, swim, get a driver's license. I remember being a gate agent at the airport when someone in the wait area had a seizure. He convulsed on the floor, and then woke up surrounded by strangers who had just witnessed his seizure. I can't even imagine what it would be like to have that happen to you. I'm sorry this post is so depressing. I've tried very hard to only focus on the positive, especially in these blog posts. Today I'm just not feeling very positive. I worry for Ben. I worry for Chloe. I even worry for Aaron.