Live in the moment, live in the moment, live in the moment. That's been my mantra for the past few months. But the moment is excruciating when Ben is having a seizure. When he's looking at me, crying, while his body is seizing. And I can't do anything to help him. It is so hard to live in that moment. It's unbearable. I think I can't bear it, but I do. I have to.
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It breaks my heart to know you are going through these struggles. And for once I can say that I have a good idea of how you are feeling. Although I know it feels like it so often, you're not alone. Hang in there. You are in my prayers and on my mind. I wish there was more I could do, but I know things will get better!
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