Sunday, October 24, 2010

Living in the moment

Live in the moment, live in the moment, live in the moment. That's been my mantra for the past few months. But the moment is excruciating when Ben is having a seizure. When he's looking at me, crying, while his body is seizing. And I can't do anything to help him. It is so hard to live in that moment. It's unbearable. I think I can't bear it, but I do. I have to.

1 comment:

EWingate said...

It breaks my heart to know you are going through these struggles. And for once I can say that I have a good idea of how you are feeling. Although I know it feels like it so often, you're not alone. Hang in there. You are in my prayers and on my mind. I wish there was more I could do, but I know things will get better!